Saturday, June 2, 2012

Alhamdulillah, finally.....

Alhamdulillah....it's really a hard time for both of us....
After been waiting for 2 weeks+
Hoping for a miracle probably....
Finally d&c is the best answer....



It's time for me to let it go....
Yes it's so hard, deeply.....
But for sure Allah knows the best for us....

I had my d&c yesterday at demc...
The last thing i can remember at the operation room,
I touched my tummy and said,
Sayang, mama have to let u go....
But we both really love u so much sayang....
We'll see you in jannah k sayang, insyaAllah
Air mate berjurai2 turun but the doctor help me wipes all the tears...
Then suddenly saye trus pengsan for the d&c procedures.....


The last pic of my baby @ 8 weeks+...
without any heartbeat and movement...
Redha....
Thanks for the most sweetest + memorable 10 weeks+ sayang.....
We was really excited when we see your first heartbeat on the fifth weeks...
It was really sweet and we are really happy to see you growing in my womb...
We'll miss u sayang.....
Alhamdulillah.....




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26 comments:

y.o.n.g.n.a.n.a.1.8.8.1. said...
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Tishya said...

izah sorry to hear that. kuatkan semangat ok... get support from izu as much possible... i pray for your health...

Mrs Linda said...

Now i know..sorry to hear that.

Tabah k. dia sedia menunggu di sana.

Asz Miza said...

Salam ieza..be strong k. Teringat masa i jadi mcm tu, u r so lucky sbb sempat dgr heartbeat baby. I langsung tak dengar sampai sudah and at 11 weeks, scheduled for d&c tapi tak sempat bby dah keluar sdri. :) Insyaallah baby akan tunggu kat syurga nanti. Ada hikmah utk semua ni. :)

CaDLyNN said...

arie...
takziah ye..sabar..insyaAllah baby tu tunggu ko kt syurga nnti..sedih pulak aku bace :(

ily♥ said...

Assalamualaikum...
Ieza, be strong k.. i've been thru the same situation. In my case, ms scan at 7 week doc x tnjuk pun heartbeat. Bile scan again on 11th weeks, doc ckp baby is not growing. Size at 8weeks only and no heartbeat..then i go for d&c.
I know how you feel. Lame jgk berendam airmata. Everytime teringt mesti nanges..
Bukan rezeki ko this time, insyaAllah, Allah have planned better things for you & hubby. Get well soon.. Cheer up..

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farida omar said...

izah,
sedih sgt baca..kite penah alami nye..kite faham perasaan tu..kite dah sayang die..tapi takde rezeki kite ngan die..

izah take care k..kite doakan izah n izu dimurahkan rezeki dan bahagia selalu..amin..

Jari Gebu said...
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zaf said...

izah...take care...

✿ n.i.e.y.x.z.h.a ✿ ™ said...

ieza... tabah ye...kuatkan semangat...ieza dah ada seseorang yang menanti di jannah... insyaallah ada lagi rezeki.. jangan putus asa..okey ^-^

Syidah said...

sabar ye...insyaallah ada lagi rezeki...

Aine Ainun said...

eiza.....saya pun terasa...
sbb saya ingat, baby kamu sebaya dgn baby saya...aritu awak ade komen dgan kt blog sy kan....

sabar..Allah lebih sygkan dia...
jgn putus asa...teruskan usaha ye..
Insyaallah, Allah maha mengetahui...

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juelee said...

ya allah izzah aku baru tahu.. melelh airmata aku baca.. as a mommy aku phm sangat perasaan tu...

tabah ok, allah menguji hambaNYA dengan bermacam cara... aku doakan yg baik2 buat kalian berdua...

ieza said...

Tq all for the kind support :)
hopefully ade rezki nanti aminnnnnn...

chepry@ain said...

izah...banyakan sabar yer...Insya Allah, ada rezeki lagi..jaga diri..jaga kesihatan.

Mrs Najib said...

Allah swt lbh mengetahui mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya.

Jangan bersedih yea insyallah pasni ada rezeki awk cuma kena byk bersabar mana tahu pasni dapat macam saya plak sekali twinkle twinkle okey.

Pedulikan apa org nak cakap jgn stresskan diri amik peluang pi honeymoon utk 2nd aniv. yea..huhu

Mrs Najib said...

Jangan bersedih pedulikan apa org nk cakap buat sakit jiwa ajo baik pi honeymoon lg 2nd aniv dh dekat tue...huhu

Mana tahu pasni rezeki Allah bagi bagi mcm saya twinkle twinkle cuma perlu bersabar sket yea..

Reen Tart Nenas said...

take care ieza. saye harapkan berita baik dari ieza. saye cuma blog ieza mula2 pun pasal ttc. saye juga masih berharap. semoga ieza tabah dan terus kuat :)

sehingga itu, marilah kite kurus bersama yer :)

PutriesNoora said...

ya Allah...semoga ieza cepat sembuh..sabar ye dear...InsyaAllah Allah akan berikan yang lebih baik lepas ni...aminnnn

Biqque said...

found ur blog masa tgh search pasal wallpaper...being reading most of ur posts and terasa macam lebih kurang je u guys dgn kitorang...

-we both love to travel
-our hubby know how to cook hahaha
-we both lost our child (twins lagi) at 8 weeks
-currently alhamdulillah baru conceive but u dah dapat baby boy, bestnyer...i masih berdebar2...

glad if we can be friends kat alam maya ni :) feel free to visit my blog at http://biqque.blogspot.com/

nice to meet ya! :)

ieza said...

Hi babe, oh yke? Huhu ade gak geng yg srupe eh.... Waaaaa gonna be a mummy la ni eh? Sure nebessss but excited... Ok i will follow uuuuu hihi... But lately i jrg tulis blog sbb bz haha