Saturday, June 30, 2012

Once in the blue moon....





Tetibe mengedik terase nak layan live band....
So kami layan jiwangs kat concorde shah alam last friday....
Sambil layan ckodok udang depa yang sedap tu....
Memang syok....lagi2 hang out together2 with kengkawans...
Once in the blue moon pun kan......




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Sunday, June 17, 2012

Malasnyeeeeeee nak start keje esok....

Almost 2 weeks+ mc....
Esok start keje balik...
Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa malasnyeeeeee (T-T)

Tenang sangat otak duduk rileks kat rumah....
Nak request kat hubby nak jadik house wife boleh tak agak2......

I will miss 3 cerita drama korea yang saye follow hari2 huhu....
Ooohhhhh i'm gonnnaaaaa misssssss them eheks
Dahla mengade betul ishhhhh





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Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Addicted to online shopping





Bahye duduk bercuti kat rumah lame2 nih....
Currently i'm really addicted to online shopping...
I've been shopping through internet every single day last week!
Adeiiiii bole bankrup cuti lelame mcam ni~ padan muke kannn

Hehe tapi sukeeeeee berbunge2 hati dapat parcel from incik posmen...
Dan akan setia menunggu parcel2 lain dari incik posmen this week...
Lepas ni tobat dah no more shopping till next pay! (T-T)

P/s - baju2 kat thepoplook memang kadang2 mengugat iman......




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Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Pantang mode




Currently in 'pantang' mode...
Dapat mc 2 weeks from doc + 1 weeks before the d&c = total 3 weeks hehe...
Heavenly heaven relaxing at home ecehhh :)

Alhamdulillah dah recover sikit from last week...
Lega skit lepas dah mandi herba + berurut+ bertungku+makan home made jamu by kak sham last week...
Additional pati ikan haruan + lauk2 pantang by mom...

The result of eating plain porridge everyday? I've lost 3 kg in a week!
Hehe balik opis nanti konpem gemoks balik...

Anyway tq so muchhhhh to my lovely family+ hubby+bff+friends+bloggers+ttcians for the kind support :) love u all xoxo....

P/s need to pinjam hubby punye kain pelikat sebab saye xde kain batik+ xpnah pkai kain batik..huhu pity me kan hehe....



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Saturday, June 2, 2012

Alhamdulillah, finally.....

Alhamdulillah....it's really a hard time for both of us....
After been waiting for 2 weeks+
Hoping for a miracle probably....
Finally d&c is the best answer....



It's time for me to let it go....
Yes it's so hard, deeply.....
But for sure Allah knows the best for us....

I had my d&c yesterday at demc...
The last thing i can remember at the operation room,
I touched my tummy and said,
Sayang, mama have to let u go....
But we both really love u so much sayang....
We'll see you in jannah k sayang, insyaAllah
Air mate berjurai2 turun but the doctor help me wipes all the tears...
Then suddenly saye trus pengsan for the d&c procedures.....


The last pic of my baby @ 8 weeks+...
without any heartbeat and movement...
Redha....
Thanks for the most sweetest + memorable 10 weeks+ sayang.....
We was really excited when we see your first heartbeat on the fifth weeks...
It was really sweet and we are really happy to see you growing in my womb...
We'll miss u sayang.....
Alhamdulillah.....




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Friday, June 1, 2012

My pain killer :)

Finally tau dah mane nak cari @ m'sia...
Really heart this munchs mase kat uk dolu2....
Punyela tamak beli smpai 3... Dark choc + milk choc...
So tempting!
As i said, it's my pain killer during my hard time ecehhhhh ~ eh mngade...
Munch n munch till gemoks!



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